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"But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." Matt. 6:15 (NIV)
A Warning Before We Begin
This devotion is not written to condemn anyone. It is not written to produce fear for its own sake. It is written because love tells the truth, and the truth about unforgiveness is one of the most urgent and most neglected warnings in the entire New Testament.
Jesus was not vague about this. He did not leave room for interpretation or softening. He placed the condition of forgiveness at the centre of the prayer he gave the whole world, and then immediately after teaching it he returned to the subject and said it plainly one more time, without parable or metaphor: if you do not forgive others, your Father will not forgive you.
That is a statement about eternity. And it deserves to be treated as one.
What follows in this devotion is a serious account, a sobering passage of Scripture, and a direct call to examine our own hearts before God. Read it carefully. Read it prayerfully. And if the Holy Spirit speaks to something in you as you read, do not push it away.
The Account That Must Be Told
There is an account that has been shared in certain circles of the church, the kind of account that sits uncomfortably with us because it does not fit into the categories we prefer. We like stories of triumph. We like testimonies of people who walked with God faithfully and finished well. This is a different kind of story. It is a story of a warning.
A Solemn Account
Read this slowly and prayerfully
Read this account slowly and let it do its work.
A man who truly loved God and had dedicated his life entirely to Him was given a remarkable and sobering experience. God, in His mercy and in His desire to warn His people, took this man in the spirit and showed him things that most of us will only see on the other side of eternity.
He was shown heaven. He saw its glory and its light and the beauty of the presence of God.
And then, before he was returned to the earth, he was taken on a tour of hell.
As he walked through that dark and terrible place, surrounded by suffering and anguish beyond description, something caught his eye that stopped him entirely. In the middle of all the torment, there was a woman. And this woman was doing something extraordinary. She had a Bible in her hands and she was reading it aloud. She was preaching the gospel to the souls around her, even there, even in that place, even in the middle of the fire and the pain.
The man was deeply confused. He turned and asked: who is this woman, and why is she here?
And the answer he received broke his heart.
That woman, he was told, was a gifted and fruitful evangelist during her life on earth. She had preached the gospel with courage and conviction. She had led many souls to the feet of Jesus. The fruit of her ministry had filled the kingdom of God.
But she was not in the kingdom herself.
Because she had never dealt with the unforgiveness that lived quietly in her heart. She had preached love and practised bitterness. She had told others how to be free while she herself remained bound. And when she stood before God, her works were counted, her ministry was acknowledged, and then came the word that no servant of God ever wants to hear.
It was not enough. Because the sin that she had refused to release had never been forgiven. And unforgiven sin has only one destination.
It is possible to win souls for heaven and lose your own.
Let every person who reads this sit with that sentence. Not with guilt, but with the holy sobriety that it deserves. Because the warning is not aimed at the obviously wicked. It is aimed at the gifted, the active, the fruitful, the busy in ministry, those who might be least likely to stop and examine what is actually living in the deep places of their hearts.
What the Word of God Says
This account is not the foundation of our warning. Scripture is. And Scripture is consistent, repeated, and completely unambiguous on this subject.
1. Unforgiveness Blocks Your Own Forgiveness
"For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins." Matt. 6:14 to 15 (NIV)
This was spoken by Jesus. Not by a prophet. Not by an apostle writing a letter to a local church. By Jesus himself, immediately after teaching the Lord's Prayer. He underlined it on purpose. Unforgiveness is not a private emotional matter. It is a spiritual barrier that stands directly between you and the forgiveness of God. Your sin remains on your account when you refuse to clear the account of another.
2. Works Without Love Count for Nothing
"If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing." 1 Cor. 13:1 to 3 (NIV)
Paul is describing a person who has every spiritual gift imaginable: tongues, prophecy, knowledge, mountain-moving faith, sacrificial generosity, and even martyrdom. And he says plainly that without love, all of it counts as nothing before God. Not less than it could have been. Nothing. The evangelist in that account preached the gospel and won souls. But if she harboured hatred and unforgiveness in her heart, she had departed from the very love that is the foundation of everything the gospel requires.
3. Bitterness Defiles More Than Just You
"Make every effort to live in peace with everyone and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many." Heb. 12:14 to 15 (NIV)
A root of bitterness does not stay contained. It spreads. It defiles not just the person carrying it but the relationships, the ministries, and the communities around them. The person who preaches forgiveness on Sunday and carries resentment through the week is not simply failing privately. They are planting something poisonous in the soil of everything they touch. And the writer of Hebrews connects holiness directly to the ability to see the Lord. Without holiness, no one will see the Lord.
4. The Parable of the Unmerciful Servant
"Then the master called the servant in. 'You wicked servant,' he said, 'I cancelled all that debt of yours because you begged me to. Shouldn't you have had mercy on your fellow servant just as I had on you?' In anger his master handed him over to the jailers to be tortured, until he should pay back all he owed. This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart." Matt. 18:32 to 35 (NIV)
This parable ends with one of the most severe warnings Jesus ever gave. A man was forgiven an enormous, unpayable debt by his master and then went straight out and refused to forgive a small debt owed to him by a fellow servant. And the master's response was to hand him over to the jailers. Jesus closes the parable with a direct application: this is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive from your heart. Not from your words. Not from your performance. From your heart.
Lessons Every Believer Must Learn
The account of the evangelist and the warnings of Scripture converge on the same urgent message. No matter how spiritual we appear, no matter how active our ministry, no matter how many souls we have led to Christ, we are all capable of carrying something in our hearts that can cost us everything. Here are the lessons that demand our attention.
Lesson 1: Spiritual Activity Is Not the Same as Spiritual Health
The most dangerous condition a believer can be in is not obvious sin. It is the condition of being busy for God while privately drifting from God. Preaching, praying, fasting, giving, evangelising, leading worship, serving in ministry, all of these are good and necessary. But none of them is a substitute for the daily, honest examination of the heart before God.
The evangelist in the account was bearing fruit. Visible, measurable, kingdom fruit. And beneath it, something was rotting. That is the warning. Fruitfulness can conceal a diseased root for a very long time. But God sees the root, not just the fruit.
"Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you flows from it." Prov. 4:23 (NIV)
Lesson 2: Daily Purification Is Not Optional
The Word of God is not only a tool for preaching to others. It is a mirror for examining ourselves. James says that a person who hears the Word but does not apply it to their own life is like someone who looks at their face in a mirror and then walks away and immediately forgets what they look like (Jas. 1:23 to 24). Daily meditation on the Word is what keeps us honest about our own condition. It is what surfaces the hidden things before they harden.
"How can a young person stay on the path of purity? By living according to your word. I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you." Ps. 119:9 and 11 (NIV)
The Word hidden in the heart is a daily cleansing agent. It does not work through occasional contact. It works through consistent immersion. Morning and night. Week after week. Year after year. This is not religious obligation. It is the maintenance of a clean heart in a world that constantly deposits dirt.
Lesson 3: Prayer and Fasting Keep the Spiritual Senses Sharp
Daniel prayed three times a day without fail (Dan. 6:10). Jesus himself withdrew regularly to pray, and before the greatest challenges of his earthly ministry he fasted. Prayer and fasting are not emergency measures to be deployed when crisis arrives. They are the daily and periodic disciplines that keep the spirit sensitive to what God is saying and alert to what the enemy is planting.
A believer who has stopped praying earnestly is a believer whose spiritual senses are dulling. The things that should alarm them no longer alarm them. The unforgiveness that should grieve them no longer grieves them. They have slowly adjusted to a lower temperature without realising it.
"Pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. Do not quench the Spirit. Do not treat prophecies with contempt but test them all; hold on to what is good, reject every kind of evil." 1 Thess. 5:17 to 22 (NIV)
Lesson 4: Sanctification Is a Daily Choice, Not a One-Time Experience
We are saved in a moment. We are sanctified over a lifetime. The process of becoming holy, of being conformed to the image of Christ, requires daily cooperation with the Holy Spirit. It requires saying yes to God's work in us every morning and no to the flesh every time it rises. No one reaches a point on this earth where they are beyond the need for daily examination, repentance, and renewal.
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God, this is your true and proper worship. Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." Rom. 12:1 to 2 (NIV)
A living sacrifice. Not a one-time offering but a continuous, daily presentation of your whole self to God. The transformation Paul describes is ongoing. The renewing of the mind is something that must be maintained. And the fruit of that transformation is the ability to discern God's will clearly, including the will that says: release this. Forgive this. Let this go.
Lesson 5: Obedience in the Hidden Places Matters More Than Visibility in the Public Ones
God does not evaluate our lives the way our peers evaluate them. Our peers see our ministry outputs, our public moments, our visible achievements. God sees the conversation we had in private last Tuesday. He sees the prayer journal we have not opened in three weeks. He sees the name that causes our jaw to tighten every time it is mentioned. He sees the moment we chose not to forgive because forgiving felt like excusing what was done to us.
The life that pleases God and brings glory to Christ is not primarily the life that looks impressive from the outside. It is the life that is clean and honest and surrendered from the inside. And inside is where unforgiveness lives.
"He said to them, 'You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of others, but God knows your hearts. What people value highly is detestable in God's sight.'" Luke 16:15 (NIV)
A Daily Checklist for the Serious Believer
The evangelist's story is a warning not to coast. To never assume that because we are active in ministry, we are right with God. Here is a daily self-examination checklist drawn from today's devotion. Use it honestly, before God alone, every morning before the day takes over.
Ask Yourself These Questions Daily Before God
• Is there anyone I have not fully forgiven? A name, a face, a wound I am still nursing privately?
• Am I reading the Word daily for my own formation, not just for preparation to minister to others?
• Have I prayed today, not just said words but genuinely communed with God and listened for His voice?
• Is there anything the Holy Spirit has been prompting me to address that I have been avoiding or delaying?
• Is my private life consistent with my public ministry? Does what I preach describe how I actually live?
• Have I confessed any known sin to God today and received His forgiveness by faith?
• Am I walking in love toward every person in my life, including the ones who have hurt me or disappointed me?
• Am I living in a way that brings glory to Christ, not just a way that builds my own reputation or ministry?
This checklist is not a performance. It is a daily returning to the One who searches hearts and knows them. The believer who submits to this kind of honest examination regularly is not the believer who will be surprised on the day of judgment. They are the one who has been allowing God to do His purifying work all along.
How to Apply This Today
• Start with repentance before you start with activity. Today, before anything else:
Before you open your Bible to prepare a lesson, before you send the ministry update, before you lead the prayer meeting, sit alone with God and ask Him honestly: is there anything in my heart right now that would prevent You from forgiving me? Let that question do its work. If something surfaces, deal with it there. Do not rush past it into ministry.
• Choose to forgive the person you have been avoiding forgiving. The hardest name on your list:
You know who it is. There is a name, or perhaps more than one, that sits in the back of your heart with a weight attached to it. Today, say their name out loud before God. Say: I choose to forgive this person. Not because it does not hurt. Not because what they did was acceptable. But because I have been forgiven at a cost that makes every other debt look small. And I refuse to let this be the thing that separates me from God.
• Commit to a daily rhythm of the Word, prayer, and self-examination. Build the disciplines:
The evangelist's tragedy was not a sudden catastrophic fall. It was the slow accumulation of something unaddressed over time. That kind of thing only happens to a believer who has stopped checking. Put daily Scripture reading, honest prayer, and regular fasting back at the centre of your life, not as religious duty but as the maintenance of a clean and open heart before God.
• Live to please an audience of One. Let God's opinion be enough:
Ministry fruitfulness is a gift and a privilege. But it cannot become the measure by which you assess your standing before God. The evangelist had an impressive ministry record. God was looking at her heart. Live each day asking not how does this look to others but does this please God. That shift in focus changes everything about how we make decisions, handle offences, and carry ourselves in private.
The sun set on the evangelist's life without her ever dealing with the one thing that mattered most. Today, while there is still time, deal with it. The door of repentance is open right now. The potter is at the wheel. The clay is still workable.
Do not let what was found in her heart be found in yours.
"But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness." Heb. 3:13 (NIV)
"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9 (NIV)
"Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me." Ps. 51:10 (NIV)